January 2012
“Damaged people are dangerous. They know they can survive.”
– Josephine Hart (via killergrape)
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not going out, still filled with anxiety and...
self-doubt, a general distrust of people and their emotions, likely over-reaction, over-thinking, over-analyzing. maybe it’s just a different day. maybe something changed, maybe something’s different. maybe nothing’s different, maybe everything’s always the same. i should do something, but i want to do exactly nothing.
at least it’s raining outside, that...
December 2011
don't have enough energy to do my laundry.
it’s my new years resolution to do my laundry tomorrow.
there are some serious flaws in this whole "you...
i can’t make out with anyone cause of my new cheek piercings.
i’m sober and new years is the opposite of sober.
i can’t smoke cigarettes because of the new cheek piercings (and cigarettes remain my sole social crutch).
i’m really down today, i’d be such a bummer to be around.
my body hurt already when i woke up today, i’ve just been ignoring it, which will...
feelin sad, clean all day.
cleaning as a coping mechanism, woo hoo. i mean, it makes sense. it’s calming to my brain, it’s something i can control, and something i can do all the way right. it’s also a solo activity.
i mean, i’d rather not feel so down in the first place, but i’ll do what i can in the mean time.
you might live in the hood if... they sell peach...
i have for real never found peach soda outside of the hood ever. i just wanna drink peach soda 24/7. must resist walking down the block.
please, correct me if i’m wrong.
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crowhugs:
today i got to hear my grandfather, distinguished preacher guy and author of books about jung and stuff, say the words “dont shoot your dick off, motherfucker”
it was delightful
my family rules.
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emotional clausterphobia
remedied only by emotional solitude.
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the "surprise me" customer
my self-care routine just got way more...
over the past year, i’ve really been working on doing simple self-care things every day… washing my face, brushing my teeth, etc… sound simple, but when you’re used to just not doing that shit, it takes awhile to get in the habit.
so i’ve finally got all that down. but now with the cheek piercings i’ve gotta wash those, do sea salt soaks morning and night,...
wussypillow replied to your photo: my pretty new cheek piercings, which will not be…
they suit your lil face!
tanks, bay. i’m gonna be a chipmunk tomorrow, this face won’t be so lil then!
the desk guy was givin me the “are you sure you want these things in yr face they’ll scar and you’ll never be a doctor or lawyer” talk… and then i took off all...
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don't make me get outta bed
i don’t wanna
i don’t wanna
i don’t wannaaaa
twinmachines:
lizardkitsch:
queeri replied to your post: queeri replied to your photo: If you were…
you are a master of practical japery
It was my mother’s idea.
everyone look at t his photograph of my mother
idk what this business is about, but hey ma! lookit my ma.
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zebra print microplush heated blanket ftw
seriously the big thing that was missing in my life up until this moment. big ups to my grandma.
wwolfparty replied to your post: for a second there i couldn’t remember why i quit following a lot of lesbian tumblrs
oops i’m an almost skinny white girl lesbian riot grrrl like every other one
i’m a skinny white girl myself and there’s certainly nothing wrong with being a skinny white girl, i just get bored at looking at versions of myself and start wondering if people know...
for a second there i couldn't remember why i quit...
but now i remember that it’s cause they’re full of skinny white girls and that’s about it.
happytofubikepunk-deactivated20 asked: i feel ya. Trying to put together enough stuff to open an etsy shop so I dont have to get a job outside the house so as not to agitate anxiety; cant afford supplies to make enough crafts to open etsy shop w/o job outside house. After I get job outside house that will agitate my anxiety will I have enough time to make crafts for etsy shop so I dont have to work outside the house anymore? I hope...
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oh yeah, i'd like a stud or three, too.
we’d all fit in my bed, i promise, it’ll be cozy.
trying to figure out how i could make money by...
so i don’t have to work outside of the house so much, so as to appease my angry body.
but.
i need to work less in order to have the time to make lots of cool shit.
i cannot afford to work less.
poor, not entirely able-bodied, and unable to improve my quality of life because of it. yepppp.
gifts that would be nice:
a shoebox full of joints
a pretty harness
a crashpad membership
cheek piercings
tattoo money
more weed
for real though.
“Introverts are collectors of thoughts, and solitude is where the collection is...”
– Laurie Helgoe (via creatingaquietmind)
EXACTLY. YES. I need to be alone to process. Extroverts don’t always understand what that means.
(via pompadoursandpincurls)
Reblog if you sneak food into movie theaters.
pompadoursandpincurls:
ezio-auditore-da-freedom:
damnthatswhatshesaid:
$4 for a pack of skittles my ass.
more like walkin in with my food and not giving two fucks
/laughing so hard at the gif/
This is the only way I go to the movies.
“the sign says no outside food… that’s why we keep it inside our coats.”
pompadoursandpincurls:
beetroots:
femme problems: I just want to sit around my room wearing fancy slips but it’s too cold
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