careful kid, with that wolf whistle.
i started writing a letter to my 12-year-old self.

to the me before shit got bad and fucked up. 

honesty like this is hard, especially because i don’t have a lot of specific memories of my childhood/teenage years (among many other reasons).
and what i do remember feels poisonous and makes me feel sick.

but this is a good thing for me to do.  it will be good to have done. 

of course it’s not easy, it shouldn’t be.  recovery is fucking work.

fuck fuck fuck

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